Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my one eye. This was followed by quick shocks, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.

The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches typically begin with severe discomfort around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.

About one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, excruciating pain around one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.

Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.

Historical medical texts suggest unusual remedies for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.

In 1998, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.

In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.

Official guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known people.

But consultant specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Short cycles with occasional attacks are managed with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.

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Cynthia Lopez
Cynthia Lopez

A seasoned gaming journalist and bingo enthusiast with over a decade of experience covering online casino trends and entertainment in the UK.